Thirteen Reasons Why

So I have just started reading “Thirteen Reasons Why” and right now I am not very happy with the reading. I am not really excited about this reading because it seems boring to me. When reading I really just want the author to hurry up, and just tell me what happened to Hannah Baker? Why she sent these tapes to people she knew. If I was one of those people that got the tapes to listen to I would probably freak out. So far I think, if I was Clay Jensen right now, the one that has the tapes now and is listening to them, I would have just skipped all the tapes and just sent them to the next person on the list. Who wants to listen to a girl who is dead, talk about her life that does not matter anymore. Listening to a dead girl talk is kind of creepy to me. I know that I would never want to hear my grandma’s voice after she is gone it would just make it hard for me to get over her being gone. I know that I sound kind of mean right now but it is just how I feel. I just have this feeling that I kind of know how this story is going to go and I do feel sorry for Hannah in a way. Then in the other hand she probably chose or put herself in the position for something bad to happen to her. I just hope that I am completely wrong about this story because I really want to like this book that I have to read.